Shocking Heaven (Room 103)

Literature & Fiction

Sidebottom, D.H

Erotica

CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform

The Devil visited me three times in my life; albeit, my short life. Not in the physical sense, you must understand, but very much literally. He was persistent, resolute and tenacious. His ruthless greed to annihilate me was utterly disturbing. I am sure if he had hierarchy, the man at the top would have dragged his arse into Hell’s prison for his unscrupulous methods. I was just fifteen when I first became aware of what he was capable of. This initial taste of him set the playing field for how my life was to be lived – for want of a better word. He mocked me, showed me mercilessly how he played the game and how he liked to cheat at said game. He ridiculed and taunted me until, six months later, he won and took something of so much importance from me that I would never be the same again. His second visit was, in my eyes, so much more cruel and heartless. I know we’re talking about the Devil here, and yes, you have a right to say he had no heart but even then, even when I was so utterly broken, I begged to differ and hoped – no, prayed – that somewhere deep in the caverns of his black, tortured soul there was something that beat and confused his emotions once in a while. The third visit was somewhat different than the other two. He tried, and at first succeeded to bring me to my knees once and for all, but then something happened. God finally intervened and altered Satan’s intention; he sent hope and morphed the Devil’s minion into an Angel, hoping to break and shatter the anguish and suffering. He gave the ability for me to feel pleasure in pain, order in the chaos and light in the darkness. But in giving me a reprieve, he also gave me something that would finally and ultimately obliterate me. He gave me the capability to love, therefore giving me the ability to be destroyed. And Satan made sure that I was destroyed. Cruelly, viciously and sadistically. I am Mae Swift, and this is the story of my decimation ***WARNING*** This story doesn’t contain hearts and flowers, it doesn’t even contain the word ‘love’. It isn’t for the fainthearted, nor those who want romance and happy ever afters. It’s dark, in fact it goes beyond the dark realms of misery and despair. It makes your heart suffer, it will beat you down and it will still demand more from you. Yet it is still a story of hope and courage. Friendships develop and understanding digs deep, whilst acceptance and surrender give way to reverence and sacrifice. It contains disturbing scenes of sexual violence, cruelty and torture. It also includes self-harm, pain addiction and brutalisation. Please bear this in mind before purchasing this book. Thank you.

The Decimation of Mae (Blue Butterfly)

WARNING! This book is Dark erotica.This book contains situations that some may find offensive. If you are sensitive to graphic violence read with caution.This book also leads into a second book. You will get answers but the story will continue into a final instalment. You have been warned. Enjoy.You meet someone. You date. You fall in love. You marry.The four simple rules of love....Wrong! I'm getting married but I'd never met him before now, never dated him, never fell in love. I have no access to the memories of the most magical time of anyone's life.My mind won't allow me to evoke the past, I can't remember those simple stages to lead me to the fourth .I can't comprehend why I would have ever wanted to marry someone like Dante. I should never have passed the first stage, although, I may have seen him through the eyes of the woman I once was, this me that lives, breathes here now, can't understand how we made it to the next stage.I'm not sure, without memories, how I know that this voice inside me, telling me I would never have chosen him, speaks some truth, I just know. He's controlling, arrogant, callous and violent, and utterly hell bent on humiliating and degrading me - Like watching me falter, watching me struggle to comply and be the woman he asked to marry, powers him- as though he wants to break me piece by piece. Fiber by fiber. Until all that's here is the shell he created from a soul that I once owned.Now my memories are slowly returning. And they show me a completely different side to meeting him. Our dates, falling in love. The Dante haunting me in the shadows of my mind is loving, gentle and utterly enamored with me, nothing like the man with me now.And this is what taunts me. My tender lover turned into a debauched, cruel sadist who is determined to consume my life, destroy my mind and murder my spirit.I am, Star, and just like with some stars in the sky, the light you see is an echo, a fa#65533;ade, I am already goneI am a no one.Especially to him. To him I am the dark in his desires, the corrupt in his depravity.The sin in his immorality

FaCade

Dukey, Ker

Olivia Thomas is in love, pure, simple soul consuming love. Nathan Carter is her other half, her light, her passion. After three years of being together at university; three years of being joined, of a love so intense, passionate and spirited they thought their future was safe and endless but life always finds a cruel way to interfere and they soon find their relationship can't withstand destiny's intrusions and obstacles. Two decades later destiny apologises and brings them back together by sheer chance, re-igniting their intense passion, connection and love but they soon find that twenty years of life, secrets and lies creates difficulties and struggles even their bond might struggle to endure. When an evil from Olivia's past returns to haunt them and rip apart everything they have managed to build back up, can the lovers survive with their love and souls still intact...or their lives?

Angel (NSC Industries)

An Angel visited me three times in my life. I would like to say that I deserved each visit, but we all know, I didn’t; in fact far from it.  I didn’t even deserve to see the sun rise the day after I first saw Mae, an angel amongst the chaos of Satan who resided inside me. Her wide beautiful smile eclipsed everything else around me. I selfishly took that smile and I created a screaming hell with it. I took her dreams and I sculptured nightmares from them.   The first time I was given a piece of Mae’s soul, death took it away and through the years that followed, I was only ever granted it twice again.   The second was the day I met our daughter, the reflection of her mother. Annie was the angel formed from the sins of my own soul. Yet her light drown my dark, her smile broke my anger and her innocence massacred my past.   The third time… well that is what you are about to witness. The third, and final piece granted was the last card played, the closing hand dealt. The definitive roll of the dice and the conclusion to my story.  Would my angel grant me redemption against the sins I indulged, even in loving her? Was life and death the deliverance of resolution? And did my butterfly, soaring with the wings of an angel, award me forgiveness?   I’m sure many of you will interpret this story in your own way, each of you as in Mae’s death, experiencing either a happy ever after, or an ending without hope or escape. And I have no doubt that you will all see the end to my own story in many different ways. But whichever way you go for, I, myself, know that I was granted the ending I feel I deserve. I earned.   I am Daniel Shepherd, and this is the story of my Salvation.

The Salvation of Daniel (The Blue Butterfly)

Book 4 in the Room 103 seriesIt's time to say Goodbye.Take a final road trip with the 103 boy's.Let's leave with a tear, a smile and good memories.Romeo has struggled with his secret for years. He has managed to keep it from not only his family and friends but the girl he has loved for years. But one night changes that. One single night threatens to destroy him, rip his life apart and alienate everyone that he holds dear. But not in the way he thinks. Zoe has been in love with the room 103 guitarist for over three years. She has struggled to keep hold of anything in her life but when a friend makes her an offer, she can't refuse, seeing it as an opportunity to finally take control of her life. But one night changes all that. One single night threatens to destroy everything she has known and held in her heart. But not in the way she thinks.Nick has a secret of his own. A secret that could tear apart everyone around him. But when one night gives him what he has being craving for so long, another night reveals another need to his desires. However, the choices he has to make will make no difference once his own secret is exposed. He thinks he knows the answers, but he will soon find out that he underestimated the forces that control him.'To Freedom, Friends and Finally... Room 103.'This book contains scenes of a sexual nature, including M/M, M/M/F and M/F/M. it also contains strong language and violence.

Finally Heaven (Room 103)

The second book in the Room 103 series.Boss's Story.'Every man is as heaven made him, and sometimes a great deal worse.' Boss, drummer for the highly accredit rock group Room 103, understands this statement. Only too well.He has been in love with one woman since he was sixteen. She was his soul mate, his lover, his heart and his very essence. But she was never his and yet she was always his.Nine years! Nine long and lonely years since he last saw her, since he last embraced her unique spark of life and nine god damn years since he'd tasted her passion. Then, bang! There she was, stood in front of him like a vision, like a gift presented to him from God.What did he do when he saw her? He ran.He ran because he knew if he touched her once again, then he wouldn't give her the chance to disappear again, to break him all over again or to kill him a little more.But this time he would make it his mission to have her, to hold on to her and to finally make her his. Completely.He would do anything for her, and he does. He does the very thing that loses her. So now he needs to fight; to battle and strive to get her back. With a little help from friends and band mates, his own unique outlook on life and a tiny reprieve from God; he grins widely, begs shamelessly and just plain charms the pants off her the only way Boss can.Jen belongs to Boss... simple.Stand in his way and he'll take you down.This book contains explicit sex scenes, domestic abuse, strong language and violence... oh, and one hell of a sweet rocker.

Thrilling Heaven (Room 103)

Cade.   He had her love. Her devotion. He destroyed her with it!   Years I loved Faye Avery from a distance, watched my brother have something he didn’t deserve. She was always too good for him. Dante had a need for control and that grew with him from childhood, infecting her to bend to his whim.  When Dante abandoned her, the girl who put his future and needs before her own, I rediscovered the girl who lost herself to the heartache. She blossomed and flourished in the light of the love she deserved - until he robbed me of her. Breaking her down, dimming the essence of the woman she had become.  Dante had a darkness inside him that led him down a path of depravity. He was too far gone. He functioned on corruption, humiliation, power and retribution, and all for something that never happened.  What he forgets is this! I not only wear his face, I carry the darkness inside of me too, and my wrath will coat him with it so thick he will drown under the rain of my reckoning.  He wants Star, a memory of a girl he used to know. He stole Faye, a woman who owns my heart and is the cadence in mine.  I will find him. I will find him. I will take her from him.  And then I will kill him.

Cadence (Decpetion)

Surrender (Devine)

I see you

Romance

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